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She was right there

A total stranger, someone I have never ever met before

Yet the sensation of the ambiance that surrounded us

Stirred me into deep reflections of my emotional being.

 

The fear I felt, and I knew it then she is special,

For she is someone I wish to be perfect for,

The words I speaks, this walk I wear, should all be along the way upright

And there she stood as I stared this new reason -something better.

 

You know when you meet a total stranger

And out of triumph and faith in His highness,

She, with the eyes of a deer and smile of, well, her own

Gazed her eyes on me and I, completely in nirvana, subtly lost.

 

And as we know life by the nature of a chemical bond,

Uncertain, it is, in certain hours

For she stood there now staring at my face,

With a face full of live, a face of love.

 

Yet I had to go, life being my master,

And along the way we had to separate,

The irony, I felt, is of some existence,

Them who never met, were to depart.

 

And all the way I could think of her only

And this mistake I made leaving her behind,

Maybe I thought to myself she was the one,

Maybe, if god be so graceful again she must come.

No more than a fortnight later,

Us, some friends had a liberal reunion,

Amongst them was she,

someone- someone as stunning as shooting star.

 

To understand life, I realized, It takes an entire life,

And as I talked to this another ‘special’ girl,

I realized how easy was to fall in love,

Again and again, with someone and then the other.

And only later that day I realized,

With all the bits and pieces I could comprehend,

That love, in the simplest terms,has lost its essence.

and that each one of us, we pollute this holy water.

For such a river must flow pious

visible, only to the saint,

and all we are,

are some bloody sinners.

What if

What if I told you that all my life
You have been the one,
That under the deep and dull night sky,
Whenever I gaze at the stars,
It’s you who has always been.
What if I confessed my sin for your love
And give my everything to you and only you?
Would you, then, run away unattended
Or would you seek for ease beneath my skin?
Would you say you love me still
If I were to die in the candid sun
And when I wave back to everyone
Would you in that queue weep for once?
What if I told you tonight,
That the last night I need you to reconcile.