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She was right there

A total stranger, someone I have never ever met before

Yet the sensation of the ambiance that surrounded us

Stirred me into deep reflections of my emotional being.

 

The fear I felt, and I knew it then she is special,

For she is someone I wish to be perfect for,

The words I speaks, this walk I wear, should all be along the way upright

And there she stood as I stared this new reason -something better.

 

You know when you meet a total stranger

And out of triumph and faith in His highness,

She, with the eyes of a deer and smile of, well, her own

Gazed her eyes on me and I, completely in nirvana, subtly lost.

 

And as we know life by the nature of a chemical bond,

Uncertain, it is, in certain hours

For she stood there now staring at my face,

With a face full of live, a face of love.

 

Yet I had to go, life being my master,

And along the way we had to separate,

The irony, I felt, is of some existence,

Them who never met, were to depart.

 

And all the way I could think of her only

And this mistake I made leaving her behind,

Maybe I thought to myself she was the one,

Maybe, if god be so graceful again she must come.

No more than a fortnight later,

Us, some friends had a liberal reunion,

Amongst them was she,

someone- someone as stunning as shooting star.

 

To understand life, I realized, It takes an entire life,

And as I talked to this another ‘special’ girl,

I realized how easy was to fall in love,

Again and again, with someone and then the other.

And only later that day I realized,

With all the bits and pieces I could comprehend,

That love, in the simplest terms,has lost its essence.

and that each one of us, we pollute this holy water.

For such a river must flow pious

visible, only to the saint,

and all we are,

are some bloody sinners.