I don’t have to tell you or this world,
How I miss you larger than life,
Every once in a while.
People need not know my longings of love,
For they are those who made me fear
Days from the past, days of my future.
Why must I shed any tear for a humanly soul,
That shredded my devotion into grains of dust,
And her-my life! Why should I waste her anymore than today.
I have come a long way from that visiting,
And yet fragments of it strive along,
Needing an outburst every one fortnight.
Children around my home play along,
At ease with anonymous sentiment of triumph,
But do they feel defeat just as hard?
I remember days of my childhood,
How it all went and how I lost,
I did feel terrible and ugliest.
She was a bright sunshine I longed for,
Her aroma aroused the dead,
Sadly, hers was the way of the devil-bleek.
I remember my years of growing up,
I did see some victory then,
But initial failure struck a little too longer than forever.
Memories are bittersweet
And with them comes tears;
tears of joy, tears of sorrow,
Tears that leave an entire lifetime in wound,
Tear that roar the soul of a lifeless cold man.
defeat
After years
What do you do
When someone from the past
That once meant the world to you
Comes out of the blue
On your face.
Would you be a little humble
And refresh the bond
Or make fuss of former times
And miss the call.
Would you freak out,
Your heart a beating beast
Or would you lay smooth
And rest in the subtle moment.
What do you do?
Where do you go?
Would you follow her until she knows
And in time recreate the love that escaped
Or would you leave her unattended
the prey/predator in its division.
What do you do in such situations
I being amateur knows no wisdom
Do you say you missed them right on
Or do you breath heavy and let them go away?
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